Tuesday, July 30, 2013

The Song of the Son

It really truly is all about Jesus. Not just in word but reality. Have you ever taken notice of how the Father feels towards the Son? He REALLY REALLY digs Jesus... His Beloved, in Whom He is well pleased, Son. And to be about that which the Father is about is to really in essence to be about the Son. Reflecting on this truth, the following thoughts and pictures began to unfold in my heart...
As Sons and Daughters of God purchased  by Jesus' blood, our lives and the stories they tell compose  redemption's music, which makes each of us musicians. The Father, our ever skillful conductor, beckons us, come. Come and join in the Symphony of the Son. Daily, our lives play out His Song, over and over, redemption's song sings out through our moments. I could see this scene unfold before my eyes....an outdoor orchestra takes their seat at sunset, beautiful colors fill the sky, sweet smells of flowers and earth float on the breeze and the birds and other living creatures sing creation's song as the Conductor begins to look out over the players. I began to notice two distinct groups. To one side, I saw a sea of nervous players, some looking down at the instrument they had been recently given, unsure of themselves, unsure of this thing, these instruments, they held in their hands, unsure of the Conductor. They squirmed nervously in their seats, the questions and apprehensions written all over their faces. Then I looked at the Conductor, His eyes sweeping over this sea of newcomers and a huge grin of excited expectation stretched across His face...He knew the noise that was about to come forth out of this section and it delighted Him, for in the score, He had made provision for the noise they would make as somehow, these squawks and squeaks would be woven into the notes and lines and phrases and together would convey the beauty of the Son in mysterious ways. His heart was full of anticipation and excitement as they would, some for the very first time, press their lips and just breath into their horns in hopes that something would come out.  Then His eyes shifted to another group. These players had been with Him a while, they were silent, calm, almost unmoving as they had their eyes fixated on the Conductor's baton...ready. It was easy to see they had played many times with the Conductor before and were waiting, watching, undistracted. He let out a deep sigh as He studied this group. His playful smile faded into a penetrating gaze as He looked over these seasoned, weathered ones, an almost tangible strength and wisdom rose off of them. They had not only practiced a great deal, but had waged great wars with their music. A knowing rose up in Him, as tears formed in His eyes as He studied these musicians...there would be great music that came forth from these...powerful melodies that would move creation. For these had learned to watch His every move, take every cue, and play the rests with as much passion and conviction as they played the notes in front of them.They had gained their skills over time and for many it had cost them. Their music was beautiful but it had been bathed in hardship, loss, and pain.  These were almost unaware of themselves and their instruments all together, they were just fixated on their conductor so as not to miss one note, one moment of the grand symphony they had been placed in.

Together their hearts cried out, "Lead us, O Great Conductor, into beautiful music, communicating the sounds that need to go out at your slightest wave...help us keep time with the beat you set, no one playing their instrument at their own will but as one among many who together will set forth the sound You hear in your head, the score of the Symphony of the Son." 

And so it is with us, each and everyday. He has made provision for our missed notes, our uncertain attempts, our fearfulness and yet we are growing, ever-changing, into the skilled musicians who at the slightest sway of the baton can be moved from loud powerful earthshaking melodies, to sweet slow sounds that whisper His love, to the rests that come so silence can tell another part of the story. Regardless of which side we sit on, and depending on the day, we could find our selves in either section, the notes we play ring forth the beautiful melodies of the Son. Redemption's song is continually being played each day, one note at a time. Just play, I hear Him say. At home, play. In your mothering, play. At work, play. As you live your life, live one note at a time, watching, expecting, trusting in Me. I will make beautiful music of it all. Just wait and see....

Friday, July 19, 2013

Rock of Ages, Cleft for me...

You might recognize the title as the old hymn..."Rock of Ages, cleft for me...let me hide myself in Thee..." As with many of the old hymns I grew up with, as an adult I realize there are words in them that I have sung over and over and have no clue what they mean! So when I began to sing this song a while ago, the word cleft kept jumping out at me. I decided to spend some time studying it and was deeply moved by what the Lord showed me.
Exodus 33:22  "When my glory passes by, I will put you in a cleft in the rock and cover you with my hand until I have passed by." A quick check revealed cleft is a noun meaning hole, but it's root is naqar, which is a verb with the following definitions:
In Exodus
Brown-Driver-Briggs' Definition
  1. to split, cleave, break open, divide, break through, rip up, break up, tear
    1. (Qal)
      1. to cleave, cleave open
      2. to break through, break into
    2. (Niphal)
      1. to be cleft, be rent open, be split open
      2. to be broken into
    3. (Piel)
      1. to cleave, cut to pieces, rend open
      2. to break through, break down
    4. (Pual)
      1. to be ripped open, be torn open
      2. to be rent
      3. to be broken into
    5. (Hiphil)
      1. to break into
      2. to break through
    6. (Hophal) to be broken into
    7. (Hithpael) to burst (themselves) open, cleave asunder 

    That day on the mountain with God, Moses was hidden in the space that had been created as a result of the rock being split open, rent, forcefully cut. As this began to sink in and I began to see some things. Christ is very often referred to as the Rock in scripture. Christ was cleft, split open by force for us. His body was ripped open, and it is in this cleft that I am hidden, in this split open space. When I enter into Christ, I enter into a space created by brute force. Surrounded on all sides, hiding in this cleft, I am not just reminded of an event that occurred, I am abiding in the reality of what happened. My place of abiding is a place created by great suffering, suffering that affords not just my salvation, but CONSTANT safety, and provides me the opportunity to be in God's presence. Grace is not cheap, beloved. Sin has a cost...a cost that Christ paid dearly for. The gravity of this cost is meant to be a grounding thing for us. I can just imagine, the body of Christ before me, split and torn open, and the Father pointing to Him saying, "You need to step inside here. This is your safe place. This is your place of abiding."  Can you imagine physically stepping into that body pierced, beaten, flesh ripped open? What would it do to our understanding of sin and grace? I don't want to be reminded of that all the time. I want to think about it on Good Friday and that's about it. But to be in Christ, is to live in a place where that reality is not something we just visit once in a while. It was the very act of Him being split open that created a space for me, for us. His resurrected body bears the holes in his hands and feet for all of eternity. I believe this message is important in a day and age where often sin is looked at as no big deal. Just ask for forgiveness, and wallah it's nothing more than a memory! In a day and age where often times the church is compromising morality in order to not turn people away...claiming the standards are just too high and people can't and don't want to accept those, and yet we still think we can offer them Christ? But, look at what sin did to our Saviour! He is a physical picture of the absolute and total destruction and death that sin will reap now in the spiritual and in our relationships. Yes, He is compassionate, and will easily and readily forgive, and has grace for us, but let us not forget how the cleft was formed as we receive this forgiveness and grace.